I fall .... and I have to learn to stand up again!

Just do not know how to describe that kind of feeling .... just feeling bitter , upset , hurt ... all i can do is to let my tears drop... I broke down and cry ... ( now goldfish + panda eyes )

Yes , indeed it makes me feel better.. This song sung by Tommy Page always comes to my mind when I am down.... There are many people out there whom cares & concern about me I know... there are people there when i need them , there are people whom reach out to me when i am lost... I know I am fortunate ... i am contented really!

As life is full of lots of Up & downs , this is the reason why life is wonderful ! There are many chapters in a story book , and our life is made up of many many chapters till the day we die ...is the end of the story..we are the author or a painter , we can write & paint it accordance to our emotions and make the story interesting.... the people we met , the things we see etc

Sometimes we should let our tears to roll down our cheeks , then u taste ur tears , the bitterness is indeed sweet , as there is a story behind!

Well, nevertheless , I will be OK , I will be alright ! ...... Should start another new page of my life.. start to paint it as what I think I wan it to be !

My Philosophy is " Irregardless what is the end result , whether is it what you expected , what I desire and mind is the Process of going thru it , this is something money cannot buy !"

So Anita ! Cheer up! ... God is there always guiding my way..... is good to be loved and to love!

A Shoulder to Cry On
Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
You down
It's so hard to know
The way you feel inside
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side
Chorus:
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on
Side by side
With you till the end
I'll always be the one
To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on

Chorus:
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone, you won't be alone
'cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one to rely one
When the whole world's gone, you wont be alone
'cause I'll be there
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on